Well, as to the VA, they'd still treat you, but you would be kind of far down as to the priority list. In CA there are Mental Health clinics basicly run by the counties (by state mandate) so you might want to check if TX does the same. However, in both cases its also a matter of just how severe your symptoms are and what other resources you might be able to call on, you might not be 'sick' enough (at the moment) or have other resources you should try and tap first. Still, checking with them should be your first step as if you dont qualify for treatment with them they might be able to refer you to someone who can help.
As to the rest... hrm. I see quite a bit of myself in you, though not quite as bad. I wound up in the hospital under a 72 hour hold before I was able to get any significant help, heck before I believed there was anyone who even gave a darn about me. So your ahead of the curve in that respect probably. Also, unlike myself at the time you have us. I cant speak for the others, but if you ever need to just talk about it all drop me a PM and I'll listen. Can't guarentee my thoughts and suggestions will be worth a darn for you, but I will listen.
Hear that thunder rolling till it seems to split the sky?
That's every ship in Grayson's Navy taking up the cry-
NO QUARTER!!!
-- "No Quarter", by Echo's Children
As to the rest... hrm. I see quite a bit of myself in you, though not quite as bad. I wound up in the hospital under a 72 hour hold before I was able to get any significant help, heck before I believed there was anyone who even gave a darn about me. So your ahead of the curve in that respect probably. Also, unlike myself at the time you have us. I cant speak for the others, but if you ever need to just talk about it all drop me a PM and I'll listen. Can't guarentee my thoughts and suggestions will be worth a darn for you, but I will listen.
Hear that thunder rolling till it seems to split the sky?
That's every ship in Grayson's Navy taking up the cry-
NO QUARTER!!!
-- "No Quarter", by Echo's Children