Um ... wow. I can't think of anything useful to say except that we're here, at least for you to vent at. Keep on venting when things get bad; holding it in just makes it hurt you worse. I'm speaking from experience, although none of my experience was as bad as what's hit you all at once.
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"The Lady of the Lake, her arm clad in the purest shimmering samite, held aloft Excalibur from the bosom of the water, signifying by divine providence that this was some killer weed."
"The Lady of the Lake, her arm clad in the purest shimmering samite, held aloft Excalibur from the bosom of the water, signifying by divine providence that this was some killer weed."