(09-03-2018, 10:52 PM)MarshalGraves Wrote: Sent a request for documentation regarding the clinic's billing. I've been feeling paranoid lately, thinking that everyone's laughing at me. Allstate, Lyndon Southern, my lawyer, the courts...I can't shake it. I keep feeling like nothing I do is worth anything and won't amount to anything.
It sounds like you have no choice but to revolutionize the world. The path you must take has been prepared for you.
Just a bit of a reminder that most people are fairly self-centered, and don't actually think about most other people enough to judge them. If they do, it's fairly shallow like "he's a good bloke" or "bit of an odd duck".
Sorry about your run of bad luck, but you can't blame yourself. Most everything is just random, and you rolled a couple crit fails in a row. If we had more of a social safety net and less of a social safety floor, it wouldn't hurt so much to stand back up. But American culture is obsessed with blaming the victim, and people internalize that a lot (thanks John Calvin).
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