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Sometimes it feels like thoughts and ideas are getting lost, feelings evapourating. Somewhere, I know this should bother me, but the reaction is just dumped into /dev/null rather than allowed to form in my consciouss. The feeling exists. It echoes when I look in the mirror, then dissapears leaving me staring and wondering what the problem is. I know I panicked at first, a full screaming meltdown, and I remember how I felt at the time.... but at the same time there's no emotional component to the memory. It's just a thing that happened...
Okay. This is a bit worrying. But the impression I'm getting is that this is this similar to the coping mechanism that was given to your SI in
Yours Truly? Even so, I'm tempted to have both Washu-chan and Belldandy-sama come and check up on you. Belldandy because I know she'll do right by you, and Washu because I know she knows how to
make it right without any handwaving. (It also wouldn't hurt for her to give you and your girls a 'check-up' to make sure you're all in tip-top shape.)
Quote:Dartz wrote:
But this was done with a plan. That does worry me.
And that feeling won't go to /dev/null/
Along with the satisfaction that comes with recreating the night-night-KnightSabers image. But that's another story.
.... Innnnnterestinnnnggg.... Now that I definitely know Washu-chan can help with. And her toys are guaranteed to be top-shelf.