okay this isnt really a story, but it take me a month to write this sort of stuff
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[Local] Panzer Sabre: *sniff* life is confuseing
[Local] Terrence Knight: You Like Lost alot don't you..Now I feel bad for answering your question instead of Lost answerig it herself
[Local] Panzer Sabre: ...... after Net fixed me, i started to understand why i feel like i do around Lost..... now.... now i don't know what i feel
[Local] Terrence Knight: I'd like to say I can guess, that your hurting, upset that she doesn't feel the same way, I got that feeling once I heard your voice after I told you what she had ment
[Local] Panzer Sabre: ..... how do i stop it form hurting
[Local] Terrence Knight: Now, thats a painful question that most can't answer, There isn't really any easy solution.
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Hey!
[Local] Terrence Knight: Hi Nam
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: What's up?
[Local] Terrence Knight: Well..Panzer here has had a bit of an upset a short while ago..but its up to her to tell ya
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Something wrong, 'neechan?
[Local] Panzer Sabre: *sniff* you remeber what you told me before Nam?
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Yeah, I remember.
[Local] Panzer Sabre: *sniff* i found out today that Lost dosen't ..... dosn't *crys*
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: ...
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Ouch.
[Local] Terrence Knight: Lost is straight..yeah I'm Sorry Panzer
[Local] Panzer Sabre: and now... now i.... feel.... it hurts *sniff*
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Well, I haven't been "exactly" there. But I've been in rejection before. It does hurt.
[Local] Terrence Knight: Only thing that you can really do is..Talk to your friends to help get this out of your system, don't bottle it up so it eats away at you
[Local] Panzer Sabre: the worst bit *sniff*.... i don't think she even knows *Sob*
[Local] Terrence Knight: Time, is really the best thing to help get over this..*He winces and lays a reassureing hand on her shoulder
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Well, I find a galleon of "Fudge Ripple" and a movie marathon helps, too, but that just might be "Namora" talking.
[Local] Panzer Sabre: .... *sniff*.. nomora?
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: My nickname for my "feminine" half...long story.
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: One time, must've been about three years ago now. The girl I liked told me it would never work between us and she could never see me as a boyfriend. I had kinda freaked her out.
[Local] Panzer Sabre: *sniff* so.... the pain.. gose away?
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Never...entirely...but it dulls as life goes on.
[Local] Terrence Knight: It hurts less as..yeah as Time passes..moreso if you can find another person who has the same intrests as you
[Local] Panzer Sabre: *leans against Terr* i miss being a robot, life was less confussing then
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: I was lucky, I got her back. But the pain hurt for a long time.
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Worse for me, I saw it as a personal failure.
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Which meant I was a girl for the next month and a half, until I managed to pull myself out of that abyss.
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Being a robot is simpler, 'neechan, but it's more limited, too.
[Local] Panzer Sabre: *sniff* but i didn't hurt like this..... i never feelt half the things i feel now, back then
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Yes, but theres also joy, and hope, and a dozen more good emotions.
[Local] Terrence Knight: Its true, you feel pain now,...and again Nam beats me to the punch *He comments with a jokeing tone*
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: I'd like to think that the positives outweigh th' negatives.
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Remember, Terr. I've been there.
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: I was a walking depression ball back then.
[Local] Panzer Sabre: *sniff*..... so even though i hurt, things will get better?
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Yes.
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: In time.
[Local] Terrence Knight: Yes, yes they will, all you need is time
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: But trust me. Ice cream helps.
[Local] Panzer Sabre: .... thank you
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: *Hugs Gir*
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: It's no problem, 'neechan.
[Local] Terrence Knight: Hey Nam, Can you do Me a favor and escort Panzer home?, here is the address *He askes politely passing Nam a small peice of paper*
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Uh....sure. Just a moment.
[Local] Terrence Knight: THanks Nam, I appriciate knowing she'll be in good hands till she gets home
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Ai-chan? Look...somethings come up. I won't be home until later. Yeah, friend is having some personal problems.
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: *Twitches*
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: None of your business! Nosey!
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Yeah...yeah....laugh it up furball, it's not THAT kind of problem. Look, she kinda got dumped....sort of, I.....
Local] Namoru Hayataki: *Claps hand over mouth*
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Yes...it's a girl.
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: No...she is NOT about to try to pick me up.....she's not interested like that.....
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: *Twitches again*
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: WHADDYA MEAN IT DOESN'T MATTER WITH ME!
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: BAD KITTY!
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: *Hold down phone, counts to ten*
[Local] Panzer Sabre: *after an emotionaly darining day, gir gose to sleep leaning against Terr*
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Look....I'll explain everything when I get home. You have to trust me. Remember? Trust? Talk to you later.
[Local] Terrence Knight: I"d offer to take her home myself..But I think I'd end up on the opposite side of the city..or the Warzone...or Cimerora..
[Local] Terrence Knight: Interesting conversation
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Baka nekochan....
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: She's a little bit clingy sometimes.
[Local] Terrence Knight: *He glances at the unmoveing girl* I think she's fallen asleep
[Local] Terrence Knight: I believe it.., but if you need to you can bring my name up in the converstaion and have her blame me if needed
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: And afraid every girl in the known universe will fall in love with me at first sight, like back home.
Local] Namoru Hayataki: I'll be right back.
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: There we go.
[Local] Terrence Knight: Think You can Carry her Nam?
[Local] Terrence Knight: *grins* Actualy I'll come with ya if nothing else
[Local] Terrence Knight: I'd hate for any misunderstandings to come up
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Raw strength was more Aiko's department, but I should be able manage.
[Local] Terrence Knight: I'll help get her to To DS's place, then leave you with her since YOu seem a little closer to her
[Local] Terrence Knight: as a friend
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: I don't know why, I barely know her, but she kinda hits a "little sister" spot for me....and I don't HAVE a sister.
[Local] Terrence Knight: ANyways, Lets get a move on to atlas park
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: All right, 'neechan....upsy-daisy.
[Local] Terrence Knight: Let her rest for now
[Local] Panzer Sabre: hummel fluuf
[Local] Terrence Knight: Now..which way to the Tram..
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: This way.
[Local] Terrence Knight: I Hate my direction sense
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: I live here, so I should know.
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Okay....where from here?
[Local] Terrence Knight: gimme a moment here..*Glances again at the address*
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: It's like asking Yuta.
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: If we end up in Cleaveland, Terrence.....
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like a said not a story, but i will write something for this, cuz i feel really bad for doing this to Gir, also Thanks Terr and Ran, you guys are brilliant to RP with
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[Local] Panzer Sabre: *sniff* life is confuseing
[Local] Terrence Knight: You Like Lost alot don't you..Now I feel bad for answering your question instead of Lost answerig it herself
[Local] Panzer Sabre: ...... after Net fixed me, i started to understand why i feel like i do around Lost..... now.... now i don't know what i feel
[Local] Terrence Knight: I'd like to say I can guess, that your hurting, upset that she doesn't feel the same way, I got that feeling once I heard your voice after I told you what she had ment
[Local] Panzer Sabre: ..... how do i stop it form hurting
[Local] Terrence Knight: Now, thats a painful question that most can't answer, There isn't really any easy solution.
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Hey!
[Local] Terrence Knight: Hi Nam
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: What's up?
[Local] Terrence Knight: Well..Panzer here has had a bit of an upset a short while ago..but its up to her to tell ya
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Something wrong, 'neechan?
[Local] Panzer Sabre: *sniff* you remeber what you told me before Nam?
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Yeah, I remember.
[Local] Panzer Sabre: *sniff* i found out today that Lost dosen't ..... dosn't *crys*
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: ...
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Ouch.
[Local] Terrence Knight: Lost is straight..yeah I'm Sorry Panzer
[Local] Panzer Sabre: and now... now i.... feel.... it hurts *sniff*
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Well, I haven't been "exactly" there. But I've been in rejection before. It does hurt.
[Local] Terrence Knight: Only thing that you can really do is..Talk to your friends to help get this out of your system, don't bottle it up so it eats away at you
[Local] Panzer Sabre: the worst bit *sniff*.... i don't think she even knows *Sob*
[Local] Terrence Knight: Time, is really the best thing to help get over this..*He winces and lays a reassureing hand on her shoulder
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Well, I find a galleon of "Fudge Ripple" and a movie marathon helps, too, but that just might be "Namora" talking.
[Local] Panzer Sabre: .... *sniff*.. nomora?
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: My nickname for my "feminine" half...long story.
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: One time, must've been about three years ago now. The girl I liked told me it would never work between us and she could never see me as a boyfriend. I had kinda freaked her out.
[Local] Panzer Sabre: *sniff* so.... the pain.. gose away?
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Never...entirely...but it dulls as life goes on.
[Local] Terrence Knight: It hurts less as..yeah as Time passes..moreso if you can find another person who has the same intrests as you
[Local] Panzer Sabre: *leans against Terr* i miss being a robot, life was less confussing then
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: I was lucky, I got her back. But the pain hurt for a long time.
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Worse for me, I saw it as a personal failure.
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Which meant I was a girl for the next month and a half, until I managed to pull myself out of that abyss.
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Being a robot is simpler, 'neechan, but it's more limited, too.
[Local] Panzer Sabre: *sniff* but i didn't hurt like this..... i never feelt half the things i feel now, back then
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Yes, but theres also joy, and hope, and a dozen more good emotions.
[Local] Terrence Knight: Its true, you feel pain now,...and again Nam beats me to the punch *He comments with a jokeing tone*
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: I'd like to think that the positives outweigh th' negatives.
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Remember, Terr. I've been there.
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: I was a walking depression ball back then.
[Local] Panzer Sabre: *sniff*..... so even though i hurt, things will get better?
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Yes.
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: In time.
[Local] Terrence Knight: Yes, yes they will, all you need is time
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: But trust me. Ice cream helps.
[Local] Panzer Sabre: .... thank you
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: *Hugs Gir*
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: It's no problem, 'neechan.
[Local] Terrence Knight: Hey Nam, Can you do Me a favor and escort Panzer home?, here is the address *He askes politely passing Nam a small peice of paper*
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Uh....sure. Just a moment.
[Local] Terrence Knight: THanks Nam, I appriciate knowing she'll be in good hands till she gets home
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Ai-chan? Look...somethings come up. I won't be home until later. Yeah, friend is having some personal problems.
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: *Twitches*
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: None of your business! Nosey!
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Yeah...yeah....laugh it up furball, it's not THAT kind of problem. Look, she kinda got dumped....sort of, I.....
Local] Namoru Hayataki: *Claps hand over mouth*
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Yes...it's a girl.
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: No...she is NOT about to try to pick me up.....she's not interested like that.....
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: *Twitches again*
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: WHADDYA MEAN IT DOESN'T MATTER WITH ME!
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: BAD KITTY!
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: *Hold down phone, counts to ten*
[Local] Panzer Sabre: *after an emotionaly darining day, gir gose to sleep leaning against Terr*
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Look....I'll explain everything when I get home. You have to trust me. Remember? Trust? Talk to you later.
[Local] Terrence Knight: I"d offer to take her home myself..But I think I'd end up on the opposite side of the city..or the Warzone...or Cimerora..
[Local] Terrence Knight: Interesting conversation
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Baka nekochan....
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: She's a little bit clingy sometimes.
[Local] Terrence Knight: *He glances at the unmoveing girl* I think she's fallen asleep
[Local] Terrence Knight: I believe it.., but if you need to you can bring my name up in the converstaion and have her blame me if needed
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: And afraid every girl in the known universe will fall in love with me at first sight, like back home.
Local] Namoru Hayataki: I'll be right back.
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: There we go.
[Local] Terrence Knight: Think You can Carry her Nam?
[Local] Terrence Knight: *grins* Actualy I'll come with ya if nothing else
[Local] Terrence Knight: I'd hate for any misunderstandings to come up
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Raw strength was more Aiko's department, but I should be able manage.
[Local] Terrence Knight: I'll help get her to To DS's place, then leave you with her since YOu seem a little closer to her
[Local] Terrence Knight: as a friend
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: I don't know why, I barely know her, but she kinda hits a "little sister" spot for me....and I don't HAVE a sister.
[Local] Terrence Knight: ANyways, Lets get a move on to atlas park
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: All right, 'neechan....upsy-daisy.
[Local] Terrence Knight: Let her rest for now
[Local] Panzer Sabre: hummel fluuf
[Local] Terrence Knight: Now..which way to the Tram..
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: This way.
[Local] Terrence Knight: I Hate my direction sense
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: I live here, so I should know.
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: Okay....where from here?
[Local] Terrence Knight: gimme a moment here..*Glances again at the address*
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: It's like asking Yuta.
[Local] Namoru Hayataki: If we end up in Cleaveland, Terrence.....
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like a said not a story, but i will write something for this, cuz i feel really bad for doing this to Gir, also Thanks Terr and Ran, you guys are brilliant to RP with